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Songs, lyrics, album covers, music videos, and symbology relating to Satanism, the occult, the nature of reality, Saturn, soul traps, the elite, etc.

If you are unfamiliar with the occult, masonry, soul recycling, Saturn worship, moon worship, the elite, it's a vast topic. If you know nothing of the elite (aka the people who control the world), if you know nothing about the occult, and if you have done no research into the nature of reality, then this analysis may seem crazy to you.

I would urge you to start challenging your current beliefs. Even if you think your beliefs are 100% the truth, that there are no alternative ideas or truths, I would ask you have an open mind. If not to change your views, just for pure entertainment. A decade ago, I would never have thought these things mentioned on this page were the things I would believe. However, since I have kept an open mind when it comes to researching ancient knowledge passed on, researching how the people who control the world have gained their power, what they practice, what they believe, researching people's personal experiences outside of their physical bodies, it has given me enough knowledge to learn that our physical reality is not the full story. These topics, which are seemingly so seperate from each other, tie together. You have to accept that knowledge cannot be learned at one whole time. Knowledge is built up over time, learning information from multiple different sources, experiences, cultures, books, etc. If you have a genuine interest in learning about this, yet everything I mention seems crazy, just remember that the world's richest people and investors are known to abide by occult practices. These are smart people who know what they're doing -- how else did they get unfathamobly rich?

There is something going on here, and from my countless hours of research, I have concluded that: the people in charge of the world, the billionare investors who control corporations, who control what we see on TV shows, who control what music gets popular, who control what directors put in music videos, these same billionare investors are also involved in occult rituals.

With enough examples of this, I hope you can realize that my concern holds value. Why are there so many occult symbols in music?

Song lyrics relating to soul recycling:

Hotel California by The Eagles

On a dark desert highway
Cool wind in my hair
Warm smell of colitas
Rising up through the air
Up ahead in the distance
I saw a shimmering light
My head grew heavy and my sight grew dim
I had to stop for the night

My observation for the above lyrics: It sounds like he's driving on a highway, probably drunk driving due to the smell of "colitas" in the air. It seems like he crashes his car and dies, because he suddenly describes seeing the classic "shimmering light", meanwhile his body is giving out "head grew heavy and my sight grew dim".

There she stood in the doorway

My observation for the above lyrics: He sees a being stand at a doorway to greet him. So far, this is classic with Near Death Experiences. Often times, people will be greeted by a being, and these beings can change shape, meaning their body can take form of any other body. Be it Jesus, your mother, a dog, etc.

I heard the mission bell
And I was thinkin' to myself
"This could be Heaven or this could be Hell"

Here he's confirming that he is in the "after life" and unsure if he is in heaven or hell.

Then she lit up a candle
And she showed me the way

The beings who greet you in the afterlife will guide you to where they want you to go. That's exactly what's happening in these lyrics

There were voices down the corridor
I thought I heard them say

He hears voices, which is also typical of NDEs. There can be various entities talking to you.

"Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely place (Such a lovely place)
Such a lovely face
Plenty of room at the Hotel California
Any time of year (Any time of year)
You can find it here"

The voices talk about how "Hotel California" (aka the afterlife, or other plane od existence) is always there, no matter what.

Her mind is Tiffany-twisted
She got the Mercedes bends, uh
She got a lot of pretty, pretty boys
That she calls friends
How they dance in the courtyard
Sweet summer sweat
Some dance to remember
Some dance to forget

So I called up the Captain
"Please bring me my wine"
He said, "We haven't had that spirit here
Since 1969"

1969 has 666 in it. Swap the 9's upside down and you get 666. Inversion is huge in the occult world.

And still those voices are callin'
From far away
Wake you up in the middle of the night
Just to hear them say

"Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely place (Such a lovely place)
Such a lovely face

I thought that the few above lines of lyrics were very interesting. It sounds like he describes being woken up by pestering voices reminding him of Hotel California. This reminds me of what I've recently learned about Schizophrenia. According to Jerry Marzinsky, a psychotherapist for 35+ years who specialized in Scizophrenia, he discovered that the voices heard by patients are not simply random creations of the mind. The "voices" are as real as you and I communicating, and throughout his dedicated work in researching Schizophrenia, he learned that the voices have motives for harassing victims of the supposed mental disorder. The harassers are evil entities who litereally feed off of negative energy, so they create negative scenarios so you live in a negative state. That sounds like what these lyrics describe. If you want to learn more about this specific topic, visit Jerry's website here: https://www.jerrymarzinsky.com/

They livin' it up at the Hotel California
What a nice surprise (What a nice surprise)
Bring your alibis"

Mirrors on the ceiling

This is occult inversion, as above, so below.

The pink champagne on ice, and she said
"We are all just prisoners here
Of our own device"

This line is perhaps the most damning in terms of the soul trap. We choose to reincarnate on Earth, and as the lyrics say, we are all just prisoners here, of our own device. Insane.

And in the master's chambers
They gathered for the feast
They stab it with their steely knives
But they just can't kill the beast

Last thing I remember, I was
Running for the door

Doors are extremely symbolic, as I've read many accounts of people being pressured to enter through doors in the astreal realm

I had to find the passage back
To the place I was before
"Relax," said the night man
"We are programmed to receive
You can check out any time you like
But you can never leave"

How about those insanely creepy lyrics? Sounds like there's more to this song than the guy just being at some hotel. "We are programmed to receive". This is talking about how our reality is that akin to a Matrix reality. We live in a simulated reality, we are programmed to receive a false reality. "You can check out anytime you like, but you can never leave". It sounds like this means you can quit the "game" (suicide), but you cannot leave the prison planet, as you will just be reincarnate

Of course, this is not true. It is possible to escape the prison planet we call Earth. The biggest advice I have is to realize that you, as your spirit, are very powerful. They, the evil entities, need our negative energy to even survive. Do not give into negativity, be aware of your reality, but do not dwell in negativity. By doing so, you are only feeding them. Be positive, be nice to those around you. However, this is just one step to escaping the reality. You have to realize that you are powerful, do not let evil entities scare you into doing something you do not want to do. They will only mock you further. The most important think you should know is that once you "die" on this Earth, you will see a bright tunnel of light. This tunnel will FEEL overpoweringly loving, except, when you go into it, you are in another world of deception. You will be greeted by conning entities who will say that you made many mistakes in this life, and you must go back to Earth to try and right your wrongs. They will then wipe your memory. Here's my big question: How are we supposed to learn from our past mistakes if we cannot remember the mistakes we made to begin with? It's a con, and they make you repeat this over and over so you can be their negative energy meal. It's sick. Do not go into the light. If you see the tunnel, resist the urge to go towards it. Turn away from it, and focus your intention on exposing the holes in the grid. What I mean by this is that the Earth is covered by a grid. This grid, which is the matrix, makes sure everything functions as it should according to the evil entities. But, there are holes in this grid in which you can go through to escape this reality.

To learn more about the soul trap, check out this website here

Band: Rush

Rush has a lot of occult symbolism in their album covers along with their song lyrics

Album above shows a pentagram

Album above shows city in ruins, a very common trope for the occult elite, as well as the man on the chair flashing the "as above, so below" symbol with his hands

Band: The Strokes

Interesting title for a song, "Reptilia". Reptilia is what reptiles are classified under. If you think the title of the song "Reptilia" is simply some coincidence, the artwork for this song is literally, you guessed it, a reptilian. It looks like that star might have some sort of meaning, perhaps occult? If you know what the star might represent, email me about it. The song itself doesn't seem to have any relation to reptilians, so it's strange as to why they would name the song and art work to relate to reptilians. I could be glossing over the lyrics, I encourage you to look at them yourself.

Reptilians in the media

You probably have heard people talk about reptilians. The idea is crazy to you, isn't it? Lizard-human people who walk among us? Who control the world? Well, the majority of people believe that "we're likely not the only people here", implying aliens exist. Why is it then, so bizarre to believe that there are other wordly aliens among us?

Did you know that for many years, BEFORE 9/11 happened, there was tons of movie, tv show, video game, advertisement, etc. references to planes hitting a large building, someitmes litereally portrayed as the Twin Towers?

This is because people who operate and own the media put out something called Predicate Programming. This is when they prime a population via media with an idea, years or decade before something happens. This is exactly what we saw with 9/11.

Since this is a known tactic used by the endlessly wealthy people who control the media, it's important to see what other very common ideas they push in the media. These are ideas and situations often ignored by the majority of the population because "oh thats just TV." I understand that the media is portraying a TV show, however, they are known to push real ideas in with these shows. This is exactly why we saw a huge amount of 9/11 scenaniros pushed years before 9/11, to the point where it happened so much that it's undeniable.

With this in mind, ever since I became interested in researching reptilians, I became amazed at just how much reptilians are shown in the media. I wanted to compile a list to show how overwhelming reptilian repesentation is.

Conan the Destroyer (1984)

A reptilian is shown as the the wizard hidden in a crsyal palace. Outside of the movie, I have noticed that reptilians and crystals seem to be mentioned a lot together, but I am not sure of the signifigance yet. I think I have heard the moon described to have crystals on it. The moon is known to be a base of operation for reptilians, as it helps project our "reality" to us. Getting back to the movie, I looked up another character from this movie.

Inside Job (Netflix) (2021)

I somehow managed to sit through a few minutes of one of these god awful "adult cartoon" shows. Shows like South Park or Aqua Teen Hunger Force were funny. However, new adult cartoon shows are painfully cringey and infantalize grown adults. Children's and adult cartoons are almost one of the same these days.

Enough of my opinion. This show loves to mock truth seekers. The entire show is based on making "conspiracy theories" seem outlandish. This is always what the media does -- mock the truth, amke it seem so outlandish through "comedy" so that your average normie will automatically dismiss anyone talking about the said taboo topic, because the normie has seen the topic only through a lense of being made fun of in shows such as this one.

It is no surprise that in a show based on mocking truth, they decided to include reptilians. One character in the show says, "The world is controlled by shadow elites and shape shifting lizard people". Lizard people is the term the media likes to use. It makes reptialians seem more laughable to your average normie. The show goes on to portray reptilians drinking what at first looks like wine, but the reptilians then talk about blood, then furiously drink the red liquid out of the wine glasses. It should be noted that the reptilian characters depicted drinking the blood are Paul Rudd, Taylor Swift, and that old ass British Queen.

Another interesting quote a reptilian character says, "Oh, we're not that important. It's not like we control the world". The scene then immedietly cuts to an awards show with reptilians everywhere. An interesting choice. There is sumbolism all within this episode, however, in this specific scene you can notice the two golden awards acting as the two pillars we typically see in occult symbolism.

Most normie's defense for this reocurring reptilian representation in the media is that "oh theyre just trolling you conspiracy theorists!!11!!". I guess billions of dollars spent on making reptilian related movies and shows is a good way to mock? Also weird how reptilian control is found all the way back to ancient histroy, which many different cultures around the world talking about reptilians.

V (1983)

This series might as well be called a documentary, not a TV show. V is about an alien force who visits Earth. Their goal is to use humans as their food... just like in real life. The reptilians are said to feed off of us humans. They feed off of our negative energy known as "loosh". A reporter tries to expose these reptilians, who by the way, look human. It isn't until he peels off the skin that he exposes the reptilians skin, eyes, horns, tongue, etc. Weird how this "fiction" show matches how reptilians are in real life.

Not only does this series present reptilians, but it also reminds me of the soon to come Project Blue Beam fake alien invasion. The aliens invade, lie about how they want to help Earth, get people to comply, etc. The reptilians are also shown to control the media in this series. Soon you will see a staged alien invasion happen, the creature will say things are bad on Earth and it wants to help fix it, most normies will buy into it, and you will be bowing down to a literal hologram projection.

Star Trek, Voyager

I don't watch Star Trek, but I came across information regarding one of the characters in the show. According to this geocities fanpage which documents the charactes, it says "The alien species was first encounted in 2375 by the U.S.S. Voyager. Not much information was collected, but encounters suggests that they are not a hostile race. Their ships are extremely advanced in subspace technologies. Further biological data was inconclusive. Their physical features would suggest a hostile race, but that is not appearant at present. They do seem to have a strong instinct for survival, and can be driven to kill if it is necessary.

The page also details many other reptilian creatures in this show. Strange how all reptilians in the media are referred to aliens not of the human race and are highly advanced.

Dinosquad (2007)

Dinosquad is a children's cartoon aired on CBS, you know, the network with the "All Seeing Eye" as their logo. This show revolves around teenagers who have their DNA changed and can then shapeshift from human to dinosaurs at will. It's interesting to note that in the cartoon the "dinosaur" form is shown to match those of typical dinosaurs we are shown in cartoons. Why is it that on the cover, they are depicting a very reptilian apperance for the boy? If you are unfamiliar with reptilians, they have horns on their head that are hidden under the skin and scaley skin. The cover clearly shows a reptilian as the other half of the boy, not a dinosaur. Cover up the boy's side of the face and tell me if that other side is a dinosaur or reptilian. It's clearly a reptilian, it looks very similar to the other reptilians shown on this page. It's also a very disturbing image to look at, as it doesn't look like a cartoon dinosaur, but a reptilian with sharp teeth and red serpent eyes.

To add to this, they show the half human half reptilian apperance, which is exactly what reptilians are. They front as humans, but are not actually humans. In this show they also make sure to shoe horn in the fact that DNA was changed in order to have "dinosaur" genetics, which us humans have. This is mainstream science, we have actual reptilian parts in our brain, which dictate feelings such as love, hate, hunger, etc.

Kong: King of Atlantis(2005)

Kong is manipulated by a serpant woman named "Reptilia" and her serpant partner into becoming the ruler of Atlantis.

Aside from the obvious reptilian name, apperance, and reptilian personality of manipulation for power, I also found this summary interesting: "When taken to the slave dungeon, they find Chandar among the slaves, all shackled with mind bands. Zeelah reveals that Reptilla uses them to mind control all her loyal subjects, and the gemstone on her forehead controls them. Reptilla uses alchemy, the balance between science and supernatural, to do this, and the gang realize that the crown Reptilla intends to give Kong contains a mind band that she will use to control him. The guards lock Jason, Lua, Tann, and Zeelah in a cell." This is from the Godzilla Fandom Wiki here.

This movie has a lot of weird pieces in it, such as the flooding of New York, something which has been seen as a "predictive programming" push in the media for a number of years by now. Along with this, I also read about the important role "black tar" plays in this movie. Black tar, or "black goo" is something I have read about in the truth circles. I have not looked too much into "black goo", but from my limited research into it, I recall that it can be used for nano technology. I have seen videos of people using magnents next to graphine, which results in creating a black goo like substance. There is concern over graphine possibly being in the vaccines, so black goo has a lot more to it than just an odd name. This is partly why there may be so many blot clots with the vaccine, the supposed graphine creates thicker clots of blood. In the movie, Kong falls into the goo, which transports him to Atlantis with Reptilia, the evil serpant ruler. Personally, I see this meaning black goo = controlling you.

Overall, there are some very odd themes in this movie that tie back to the typical reptilian control and predictive programming. The name, attitude, black goo, flooding of New York, and eclipses have a huge role in this movie.

Oblivion (1994)

Here's a synopsis I found online: "The son of a murdered sheriff returns to the desert town of Oblivion in the year 3033 to take revenge on the reptilian alien who killed his father."

From the cover alone, we see that there is a reptilian who has one eye obscured, which is a classic Masonic symbol of the "All Seeing Eye". There is also a pentagram in the cover, a classic Satanic symbol. Notice how they can show these symbols right in front of oyur face, but you're totally oblivious to it? You probably didn't even notice the star, or the fact that it's in a circle. However, if you did, you would know that it's a pentagram.

The story follows typical reptilian behavior: evil reptilian destroys, kills, manipulates, or tortures. I haven't watched this movie, as I'm simply making a collection of media I come across with reptilians in them, so there may be much more in the movie that sends off red flags. Another very traditional Masonic tell about this movie is that they are in the year "3033". 333 is a huge number for the elite, and playing into the occult, it's half of 666, which is inversion.

In the trailer for this movie, they say the film is "cowboys vs aliens". Interesting that they describe reptilians as aliens, people need to realize that "aliens" are not always the grey aliens they show in the media. Aliens is basically anything that is not human form like you or I. Most people would admit that they think there is some other form of life besides us, possibly accepting grey aliens as a theory. But why not reptilians?